sometimes I don't know who I am, i get lost in all the wrong faces and lose myself in the people who aren't worth my feelings. I drain myself to flood their soul and leave myself hollow. Hoping, just hoping that one day they will see me for more than I am. They never do. … Continue reading I get lost
You love me with discretion Do I look discreet to you? You need my love at 3am and damn I need you too You love me when the door is closed but I'm an open book You hold me like a lover would though I know I'm just a fuck the piece of meat you … Continue reading Discretion
you steal me away with your eyes, the devil in your details. are you the devil? you wrap your arms around me like a cage that I never want to leave... and in those arms I've never felt so free. you pour the wine and I'm intoxicated as I make love to the Devil.
delicate blooms that fill my hands do you see me yet? petals falling to the floor like all that you forget i love you so and that you know hands upon my face spring sun shines inside your eyes with only lovers grace
Some say the sound of true happiness is laughter. Lately I've been reminded what it feels like to really laugh, you know that type of laughter that hurts your stomach, makes you ache and creates red faces and swollen cheeks? Yeah, just like that. New faces and places, embraces and spaces all negativity replaced. No … Continue reading Laughing Emoji
He sliced open my gut and let them all escape. Flying from my open wound gone without a trace. All thats left, the wings of dust, the ones that didn't make it. Now when I kiss his waiting lips, all I can do is fake it.
It was late, my eyes still hadn't closed like they should have. I could feel his warmth beside me yet I'd never felt so cold as I watched the shadows change across the celling. My heart felt heavy as it kept me anchored to the bed. Pounding. Pounding. Pounding. The noise of my heartbeat was … Continue reading Chamomile Tea