We never did get it right did we? yet you are still around, looking back at the jumbled history that is us, it’s hard to put the pieces together, harder than all the rest. Maybe we were too complicated to comprehend? maybe there is just too much to remember? my mind presenting memories like a scrambled power point presentation, just a list, no timeline, no structure, confused and conflicted…
You named my fishes
Tickled me till I fell off the bed
Late to the cinema, late all the time
Running for busses
Texting my boyfriend
The pool where you kissed me
Pure happiness
Wearing the t-shirt, you let me keep
Little Lego me and you
That kiss against the wardrobe
Stripped in passion on the sofa
The venom in the voice messages
Two busses and a taxi for forgiveness
The night you made me feel like no one else was in the bar
The night I almost hit you in that very same bar
The time I brought you donuts while you were working
A question that we never answer
The night my heart sank when you told me he was the one
Opening the text that ended it all
Knowing that you want me still
Forever the wrong time
Two trains, separate tracks
