Am I insane? I feel like I’ve been stood at the edge of this cliff for so many years and yesterday I jumped, fell completely free into the deepest blue.
I’d escape to the cliff top over and over when the fire of the lighthouse called, I’d feel the wind whip around my body, stealing my breath and sending shivers down my spine, I’d embrace it for a moment then return to my life.
Right now, I’m somewhere just under the surface, I was too hungover to feel much from the impact, but I feel calm and alone. I cannot swim for a chain surrounds my ankle, I’m suspended in the blue, breath held tight and waiting.