my bed was 2 years too late for you
but I pulled back the sheets anyway
I turned back all the clocks
and reverted to another day
another way
another place in time
when you were nothing but mine
I believed in meant to be
but this isn’t that
this is black and its dark
and maybe I’m gonna drown
under the weight of my mistakes
under the weight of your lying mind
but I’ll be fine
so kill me like you used to
love me like you never did
and fuck me like I’ m never coming back
because I’m not.