So here I am sat in Starbucks, this cafeteria of noise, finding it hard to cope with the realisation that I just wasted my money and time walking all the way to this Starbucks to write and possibly read, how I am even focused enough to write is a mystery to me. Looking around I … Continue reading Starbucks 2012
my bed was 2 years too late for you but I pulled back the sheets anyway I turned back all the clocks and reverted to another day another way another place in time when you were nothing but mine I believed in meant to be but this isn't that this is black and its dark … Continue reading 20/10/2019
My eyes open, my mind racing. My lamp still on, I'd passed out again. 3AM. Silence, all I can hear is the pounding of my heart. Tap. Tap. Tap. No I wasn't dreaming, someone really was knocking on my bedroom window. I'm scared now, I slither over to my lamp and turn it off. Sat … Continue reading Knock’a’Window Fun
Coffee cup held to my lips My nails are painted black My eyes are gazing through the glass And no ones looking back Lana sings into my ears Of lovers lost and gone I can't help but to relate My tears fall to her song I have all but given up I cut another out … Continue reading Own Two Feet
It has been far too long, I know! Where have I been? I'm really not sure apart from all the wrong places looking at all the wrong faces as usual. Lately I've been busy making a fool of myself by forgetting my own mind and letting boys back in! By this point It is official … Continue reading where ya been?
YOU PICK ME UP AND DROP ME LIKE CRUMBS FROM A CAKE AND I AM TASTY AND YOU KNOW IT SO I LEFT MYSELF TO BAKE AND I AM A FOOL FOR EVER HANDING YOU MY ASS ON A PLATE FORGETTING I AM A 12 COURSE MEAL WAS ALWAYS YOUR MISTAKE
I used to hope I was still the one now I leave your name on the tip of my tongue see, the whiskey has my mouth sore enough and had me forgetting that a fuck aint love and for a moment I stopped judging my men by their signs and for a moment I forgot … Continue reading The Last Time