It has been far too long, I know! Where have I been? I'm really not sure apart from all the wrong places looking at all the wrong faces as usual. Lately I've been busy making a fool of myself by forgetting my own mind and letting boys back in! By this point It is official … Continue reading where ya been?
I used to hope I was still the one now I leave your name on the tip of my tongue see, the whiskey has my mouth sore enough and had me forgetting that a fuck aint love and for a moment I stopped judging my men by their signs and for a moment I forgot … Continue reading The Last Time
Do not cover my mouth. I do not need a muzzle. I am not a pup on the leash that is your absent masculinity. Maybe you are the mutt? Dry humping me against the wall of your apartment, hoping to assert yourself as some kind of alfa male... taking away my voice, pulling back my … Continue reading Muzzle
I heard he treats you badly Gets right into your face and shouts and screams Is cunt really his favorite word? He sounds like a lot of work I heard you were saying that we fought all the time I fought from my obsession with loving you... Does he do the same? You once said you … Continue reading Rumour Has It
sometimes I don't know who I am, i get lost in all the wrong faces and lose myself in the people who aren't worth my feelings. I drain myself to flood their soul and leave myself hollow. Hoping, just hoping that one day they will see me for more than I am. They never do. … Continue reading I get lost
You love me with discretion Do I look discreet to you? You need my love at 3am and damn I need you too You love me when the door is closed but I'm an open book You hold me like a lover would though I know I'm just a fuck the piece of meat you … Continue reading Discretion
you steal me away with your eyes, the devil in your details. are you the devil? you wrap your arms around me like a cage that I never want to leave... and in those arms I've never felt so free. you pour the wine and I'm intoxicated as I make love to the Devil.
delicate blooms that fill my hands do you see me yet? petals falling to the floor like all that you forget i love you so and that you know hands upon my face spring sun shines inside your eyes with only lovers grace
Some say the sound of true happiness is laughter. Lately I've been reminded what it feels like to really laugh, you know that type of laughter that hurts your stomach, makes you ache and creates red faces and swollen cheeks? Yeah, just like that. New faces and places, embraces and spaces all negativity replaced. No … Continue reading Laughing Emoji
He sliced open my gut and let them all escape. Flying from my open wound gone without a trace. All thats left, the wings of dust, the ones that didn't make it. Now when I kiss his waiting lips, all I can do is fake it.